I Am Batticaloa

The Jesuit priest

Father Harry Miller S.J.

Father Harry Miller S.J. left Louisiana in 1948 for Batticaloa. The Jesuit priest talks about the development of the mission, his work in documenting the disappearances during the 1990s, and explains why Batticaloa is the only home he knows.

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I feel at home only here

Well, I had volunteered for it years before and I had been reading the stories of this mission since I was a high school boy. And so because there were…publications were coming back, I knew what it was. And when they called for volunteers there…I think probably a fairly large number of the province did volunteer. But then it was up to them to choose the volunteers they wanted. There were four volunteers with us. Two priests came and the two of us who were still in our studies came.

Gene Herbert and I…Father Herbert and I got on the train in New Orleans. Our families saw us off at the Union Station. We travelled together by train to New York. We were met there. We stayed there, the few days we had to stay.

The trip over was…just we were on the ship. There were some Protestant missionaries coming over also, maybe four or five families of them. They had kids. And the kids hung around the Jesuits for some reason. We don’t know… One of our guys knew how to fly kites. Another one had set up on one of the decks. He got a big tarpaulin from down, stacked it up and made a small swimming pool on the deck. And so the kids hung around with the Jesuits. I think the Protestant missionaries were a little upset with that. But anyway, they grouped around the Jesuits. So we had fun with them.

We didn’t volunteer for six weeks, or a month or a year. They said, we need missionaries. And there were already American missionaries here who had been here since the ‘30s. Now they’re sending us over in the ‘50s…er the ‘40s. And these had been here already 10, 15 years. And the new bishop of the place was an American. So there was every indication that we would spend the rest of our lives here.

Over the years, I went back for an occasional visit. I did not go home for deaths…the way we were travelling in those days, a person dies, they would be buried in a week or so. I would not even be home. I went home for none of the deaths in my family. I guess I went back about five or six times in my 60 years I was here.

I feel at home only here. Everything I had been doing over these years was here. And I had learned enough Tamil to be able to work in the parishes. I had been parish priest at two or three different churches over the course of time. I wasn’t good at it, but I could stand up there on Sunday morning and talk to them about the gospel… of the day, a few simple things that needed to be said in Tamil. So that was done in the ‘70s I think, and I was rector here until the ‘70s. Then by the time I moved out, I had to learn Tamil for all of those elements, and I managed it somehow or other.

I am at home. I feel at home. I am at home. There’s no other place that I am at home is Batticoloa. Sixty-four years I’ve been in Batticoloa or and it is home. There’s no other places home. My family is mostly dead. Two sisters are living. But my older sisters, older brothers, mother, father, all the people I might have known, they’re gone. The house that we lived in is gone. The place where we stayed, the school that I went to has completely changed. It’s a different place now and so on. No, that is not home to me. This is home. I know Batticoloa better than many Batticolonians do.

I received something from Colombo the other day, from a family now in Colombo, about a relative who used to be here, who died abroad. And they were contacting me because he is from our area. They wanted me as a priest to say masses for his soul in Batticoloa, where he was. And I’m looked upon by them as typical of Batticoloa. So they contacted me to get masses said for him in Batticoloa, say part of it.

About this portrait

Recorded: March 22, 2012
First published: August 10, 2023
Last edited: November 7, 2023

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  1. Kannan Arunasalam
    May 22, 2012 at 09:10 am
    "We didn't volunteer for a few weeks, a month or a year. It was for life," Father Miller said in his Louisiana lilt, as we sat and talked in the attic of St Michael's College, the alma mater of many Batticaloan Tamil, Muslim and Burgher men. To my annoyance, the ubiquitous crows cawed hoarsely, circling outside the window. Father Miller was unperturbed, taking some pleasure at my efforts to chase them away. "They too are part of the Batticaloan story," Father Miller said with a chuckle. Jesuit missionaries had come in different waves to Sri Lanka before the Americans. The numbers of French missionaries had been depleted by two world wars and after the Belgians and the Italians replaced them, the Vatican in the 1930s called upon Americans from French Louisiana to help out with the Jesuit schools in eastern Sri Lanka. "When the Pope has his back to the wall, he calls upon the Jesuits," said Father Miller, who had taken the unique vow of obedience to the Holy Father as all Jesuits must do. Father Harry Miller left Louisiana as a student priest in 1948. Together with his friend Father Eugene Hebert, the young men travelled by train from New Orleans and then took the ship from New York to Colombo. Their final destination was the Jesuit Mission in Batticaloa. What followed was 60 years of service to the people of Batticaloa as educator, priest, protector and witness. Father Miller would increasingly take on roles beyond that of a parish priest, helping to build bridges between communities, initially through his Council of Religions and then through the work of the Batticaloa Peace Committee. Father Miller would help to document over 8,000 cases of disappearances. His friend and colleague Father Hebert, who had coached St Michaels to national heights in basketball, disappeared in 1990. "They can only overcome us if they set us against us," he said of the various fora he helped to establish, knowing that there had been terrible abuses of human rights that he was powerless to prevent. In 2009 Father Miller returned to New Orleans unsure whether he would come back. Once there he realised that his true home was in Batticaloa, among the people who still recognised him. "Everyone I knew there had gone," he recounted. Sadly, when Father Miller did return to Batticaloa, his possessions - his books, photographs and personal items had been given away. The staff at didn't expect him to return. The photographer Dominic Sansoni was the last to capture Father Miller's office in all its glory with the assorted paperweights on his desk and tribal masks hanging on the wall. I was fortunate enough to have permission to use them for my portrait on the Jesuit priest. I called Father Miller a few days ago to tell him about his portrait for I Am. He was cheerful and happy to hear from me. "I don't really care what people say about me anymore. Or how I'm quoted," he said. "But I'll take a look." Like the crows outside, Father Miller was indelibly another part of the story of Batticaloa, and I hoped that I had done justice to a life so extraordinarily committed to helping a community.
  2. Dominic Sansoni (@DominicSansoni)
    May 22, 2012 at 09:17 am
    Harry Miller SJ of Batticaloa -The Jesuit priest | i am http://t.co/rxyoPfJF via @iam_project
  3. (@groundviews) (@groundviews)
    May 28, 2012 at 03:39 pm
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  4. Asanka Brendon Ratnayake
    May 28, 2012 at 04:04 pm
    Wonderful work guys.
  5. Jausa Jaufar (@jausajaufar)
    May 28, 2012 at 04:35 pm
    RT @groundviews: Very timely and compelling portrait of Fr. Miller of #Batticaloa |The Jesuit Priest http://t.co/Cl8qV6ZN via @iam_project #lka #srilanka
  6. Joe Simpson
    May 29, 2012 at 06:42 am
    Wonderful project, having worked for a year in SL almost forty years ago (in Galle) this is quite meaningful for me - Joe Simpson (Canada)
  7. Jothy Daniels
    May 30, 2012 at 12:02 pm
    Hearing Fr. Miller's voice, after so many years, is simply amazing! It is difficult to really appreciate the sacrifices made by those noble souls - who left home, family and country - to make their homes in 'the middle of nowhere' in order to make a difference to thousands of people in Batticaloa. Well done guys for doing this. My humble congratulations and thanks.
  8. Dr. Sri S. Sriskanda
    May 30, 2012 at 01:19 pm
    What he said in 2002. I will not forget till the day I die. I fought the forces for them and they did not listen to me.
  9. A.X.M. PARANJOTHY
    January 28, 2014 at 07:41 pm
    Fr. Miller, christened my original baptism name, a long one with lot of initials to the present name when my parents took me for admission to St Michael's College in the 1960s. I was fortunate to serve under his leadership and guidance as the head of the teaching staff of St. Michael's during its inception. His frequent words of assurance, "Paranjothy, don't care what people think or comment about you, be sincere to yourself and do your duty" moulded me into what I am today. Fr. Miller can be informed, that one individual, he re-christened and moulded, still cherishes his association during his stay in Batticaloa.
  10. Marty Segari
    November 9, 2014 at 11:19 pm
    I had the opportunity to have dinner with him and Fr. Christlin Rajendram in 1982, at the Jesuit residence in Loyola Mary Mount University where I was doing my Masters. What a wonderful leader, priest and most of all a great human being. Marty Segari (aka Mathisegaram)
  11. Yasovarman Perinpanayagam
    February 26, 2015 at 05:25 pm
    Let me introduce myself first. I am Yasovarman Perinpanayagam (son of ex-mayor of Batticaloa, Mr Chelliyan J. Perinpanayagam), resident of Colombo and now working in Kilinochchi for a private company. I was born in Mandur, a small farming village, and brought up in Batticaloa. I studied at Methodist Central College, Batticaloa. When I was just going through the videos on Vimeo I got to know about your iam.lk project and the Batticaloa related interviews. I listened to the chats and stories of Rev. Father Miller, our ex-principal Mr Prince Casinader etc. It is a stunning project. It brought back many old memories of my Batticaloa life and my father. If you note in Rev Father Miller's talk he says that more than 8,000 disappearance entries were made during the terror period. I am very proud to say that the entire entries were handwritten by my very father the late Chelliyan J. Perinpanayagam. I can still vividly remember my father sitting in the Rotary Club building from the morning to evening listening to the public with utmost attention and noting down every detail they could provide. The special part of your project that you have not only approached the elite, but ordinary people. Wish you all the very best to continue your journalism. Yasovarman
  12. John Rajan Yorke
    January 5, 2019 at 10:45 pm
    Fr. Miller truly dedicated his life and indeed his life’s work to his beloved Batticaloa. When he went to Batticaloa in 1948 he became a friend to my mother’s family, the Canagaratnas, and by my wife’s family, the Casinaders. He is an icon in Batticaloa and many students who became great leaders in their own field speak very highly of him. A great educationalist who did much to promote interfaith and encourage reconciliation. Congrats and well done to all who undertook this project @iam_project. He deserves the greatest honour Sri Lanka can bestow upon him. From John Rajan Yorke

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