I Am Jaffna

The Other

T. Arasanayagam

T. Arasanayagam, poet and English teacher, talks about his childhood in Jaffna and his discovery of “the other”. He also reflects on his experiences of violence up close in Kandy. 

Interview language: English
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I made you the other

So we are coming with our slates and with our books through the village. We don’t take roads. We come on the road and then we jump into someone’s property and then cross. Then jump through the…we used to call pottu poorruthal.  Pottu poorruthal means we used to creep under the fence, we don’t jump over the fence. We make a hole in someone else’s fence and go, like dogs. We creep. That is called  pottu poorruthal.

It was a funny thing we all go…And when we were in school the master would call the boys and say, “Adey, come let me see”. The village master. And he would look at our knees. If you had red earth he will say you were, “Adey, you are being pottu poorruthal” and he would give you a good thrashing because we were not supposed to go through another person’s property. “Walk on the road.” But we used to do pottu poorruthal — because short cut — otherwise you had to go a long way, no?

So we used to come back and I used to come back with a boy called David. So we came to a point where the road turned: one went left and one went right. The right one took me to our areas, the left one took me to his areas.

So one day I wanted to meet David. David is a good boy and a good friend of mine. I wanted to go with him and see where he lives. So I said, “David, can I come on this road?” Because the road ends up in my area. And I said, “David can I come?” And he said, “Come, come, come.” But when we came, I saw he had a lovely little house with an iron gate, a small gate. He left me standing there.  He ran, he opened the gate and disappeared into the house. With the gnarled, old poovarasu trees, you know poovarasu? All this and on that men are seated and repairing their nets. Having the thread in the hand and they were doing on the thigh like that…

So I was wondering…this is a new thing for me… I’ve never seen this. Then I went and told my mother. My mother said, “Eh, why did you go to that side?”

That was the first time I knew that there was an “other” side.

Later on I was very sad because I was going to lose a friend. Now David and I were good friends, we walked together, we ate mangoes together. We ate guavas…on the way we plucked guavas, we plucked wood apples. I said, “what has happened to us?” This Other has come to me at that time. But having come to the south and lived here, they made us the Other. And now I say “I am the Other. I made you the Other, and I have become the Other, here”. Because the Sinhalese made us the Other. I don’t know why they made us the Other.

About this portrait

Recorded: February 23, 2011
First published: August 3, 2023
Last edited: August 5, 2023

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  1. Kannan Arunasalam
    February 26, 2011 at 12:10 pm
    Arasa is Jean Arasanayagam's husband. Jean (http://iam.lk/the-nice-burgher-girl) is probably the better known of the two and so probably gets more requests for interviews. When I visited Jean for the project, I hadn't planned on interviewing Arasa, but during my conversation with Jean, Arasa often interrupted, adding a point of detail or correcting a date. Of course they experienced many events together, but unlike Jean's Burgher roots, Arasa had a very different childhood. He was brought up in Jaffna and Colombo with Hindu customs and traditions. Jean had mentioned that the inspiration for some of her writing came from Arasa's Jaffna roots, and so I persuaded Arasa to let me interview him the next time I was in Kandy. The opportunity to sit down with Arasa came months later. Arasa spoke with energy and I had to keep up with him. I made sure I had everything on tape. Many of his stories and reflections melded with his idea of discovering, and then becoming, "the other". Arasa also spoke with honesty, which was unsettling at times. For example, when he described his feelings the time his daughter saw how terrified he was during the violence that was taking place around their Kandyan home. He had experienced almost every occasion of communal violence in Sri Lanka and often frighteningly up close. But despite these experiences he made Kandy his home, and as an atypical Tamil, shunned many of the negative aspects of Jaffna customs and traditions like caste, that he had been brought up to observe. He learned Sinhala from a Buddhist monk and is recognised on the streets of Kandy. I wanted to know what Jaffna meant to him now. Where did he feel he belonged? How did he live with his experiences of treating people differently because of their caste? Most people, even those who have listened to their conscience, would be too ashamed to tell you, but not Arasa.
  2. Thrishantha
    February 28, 2011 at 06:51 pm
    Good point. This whole notion of "we" and "them" is created by politicians to cover up their political weaknesses. Ultimately, we find ourselves in this blindfolded "us" camp without seeing who blindfolded us.

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